Why I invited Daisy for Tea

I knew once Nick moved in next door and I found out he was related to Daisy now was my chance. I made Nick invite her over because I was so tired of just waiting. I was tired of watching that green light blink and not doing anything about it. I was tired of living my life day to day without her and I didn't care that she was married I needed to see her. I just want her to see how successful I am, and the house that I have just for her. So she could see all the things she missed out on. Once she saw me I hope she would recall all the great memories we made and she would come back to me and we would re fall in love all over again. I didn't want Tom to get in the way of this. I was so nervous when I made Nick invite her. The thought actually occurred to me as why I am doing this at all. Should I even put myself through this or just live my life from a far? Bringing her here could just confuse her and confuse me. I needed to think positively though and just do it or I knew I would regret it. I figured once she came to tea and saw me all her feelings would come back. There would be no complaints or obstacles anymore keeping us apart. I was very wrong. Everything after that day was an obstacle. All I wanted was for Daisy to see how wrong Tom was for her and how right we were together and I could offer her so much more than Tom ever has and given her the happy life she always deserved.