Monday, April 27, 2015

What was I feeling when I looked at the green light

        When I looked across the water at the blinking green light so many emotions came to mind. I felt happiness from good memories of the past, but most of all I felt desperate. I knew each time I saw that green light blink I was losing more time in trying to contact Daisy or for Daisy to find me. I felt lonely. Daisy was the only thing he brought true happiness in my life. She brought love. I missed her so much it hurt. I wish I could be staring at her beautiful face instead of staring at that blinking light at the end of her dock. She could be staring out across the water right too, but has no idea I’m looking right back at her. I am invisible. I feel angry because Daisy had Tom. He has taken her away from me. When I finally reach Daisy I know I’ll have to fight him to win her back. I knew I could win. I loved her first and she loved me first. Our love was great and I would do anything in the world to have that back again. We shared such good memories together those many years ago and I would do anything to relive them or just make new memories. I knew when the day came when Daisy walked through my door and came to one of my meaningless parties I would finally have her back. I can only imagine of the day when that happens. I pray the day comes one day. Until then I just stare at the light hoping Daisy will one day be in my life again.

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